In the 1970s and 80s, my father was one of the few people in our town to be riding a Royal Enfield Bullet. The classic thumping sound of the approaching vehicle would typically have me scampering, especially because I would mostly be doing things he had forbidden me from doing. There was a rush of fear of being reprimanded, and the excitement of having broken the rules. Some days I was caught, others not. Until we got a car in the 90s, this was our go-to vehicle. My parents tell me that one evening, they set out to watch a movie, and on their way, my mother had labour pains, and they rode to the hospital instead of the cinema. And I came into this world later that night, in the same hospital that they worked at all their lives. “Your sister was much less troublesome, from her birth, up until this day,” my mother would sometimes say, with a wry smile. Do I sense disappointment in them in the way I turned out, I sometimes wonder.
“It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.” — E.E. Cummings
“Oh, you keep talking about it. Let’s just go book one right away,” my dad said, about a month ago. I had been telling them occasionally, that I wish to buy a motorcycle and ride it long distances. I stopped riding one more than 15 years ago, when I moved to hand-me-down cars from my father. Of late though, there has been this itch. There’s a difference between riding and driving a car. While both require tremendous concentration, inside a car, it’s like watching a movie. The windshield is like a frame of sorts. Riding a motorcycle is a different experience. You’re right amidst the action, the wind blowing in your face bringing along with it dust, grime & heat. You’re in the movie itself. I’ve done some really long rides, during a time when there were no cellphones. And the only map we had was folded neatly and stuffed into our pocket. I’ve been longing to get back that experience. And so that day, without thinking much more, my dad and I went and booked a Royal Enfield.
“Do you know what this man did? When he was three, he hid the keys somewhere. And no matter how much we persuaded him, he wouldn’t tell us where. From then on, I had to use the duplicate key, which I fortunately had safely put away. The original was never to be found, until this day.” My dad was narrating this to my neighbour, a few days ago, when they were both chatting from across the gate. Dad was showing him the motorcycle that I had just collected the previous day, as the chrome gleamed in the evening sunlight. “I want to try it out too,” I heard him saying to our neighbour, and I must admit that it surprised me. My dad doesn’t come across some someone who is easily excitable.
The following day was a Sunday, and I asked my dad to come along for a spin. Once we reached the highway, I handed over the motorcycle to him and moved to ride pillion with him. He gingerly picked up the machine from its standing position; I could sense that he was unsure. He tried to swing his leg up once, and stopped half way. Then, on his second try, he managed and sat on the saddle. As he rode slowly, he fumbled with the gears. When a vehicle approached, there was a palpable sense of uncertainty and nervousness as he rode. “It needs some getting used to pa,” I told him.
About 10 minutes later, he started to turnaround. When I asked him to ride some more, he said he had had enough. I made sure to take back ridership before we entered the town. “It is heavy, I hope you will manage. I guess I’ve lost my strength with age. Ride safe and enjoy it while you can” he said, his voice trailing off and I observed that his face did not reflect any emotion, except he was looking into the horizon, as the sun was setting.
“A motorcycle functions entirely in accordance with the laws of reason, and a study of the art of motorcycle maintenance is really a miniature study of the art of rationality itself.”
– Robert M. Pirsig
When I went to bed that night, I wondered how he must have felt. If he did feel anything, his face didn’t show it. I for one, felt happy and sad at the same time. I was happy about the ride itself. I’ve ridden the motorcycle a crazy lot, and I see myself doing a lot more of it in the years to come. Yet, this will undoubtedly be one of my most cherished rides, and something I hope to remember until my dying day.